ok so it's more or less two hours before xmas and everyone's in panic mode. my younger cousin, benjo, is beside me talking about frozen throne...ok he just left. anyways, we're at my tita maya's house and everyone is doing something except my lolo..oh wait he's watching tv pala.by the way, we watched a xmas video taped by my tito ed way way back in 1996. haha! 9 years ago..you can just imagine the...
Dec 24, 2005
Dec 20, 2005
this is the MOSAIC
yes. this is kL's work. this is her almigty mosaic. nice right?these are the prices: P150--- no print(put in a cd... provide your own cd... additional payment if you dont provide cd: P10) ... with print depends on the size, but the smallest (1 coupon bond paper) P200--- print (black and white)... P230--print(colored)send...
Dec 6, 2005
yadsuet
ok so my page could not be displayed by this obsolete computer. i know, i know, i just gave this newly-installed pcs praises last week but im craving for the old pcs back. why would they not open my page? how am i supposed to know if this post im creating will actually appear on my "lost" page? grr.by the way, ive opened an account at atenista.net...inunahan ko na ang matt sa matalarana hehehehe...also,...
Dec 1, 2005
theatric calls of the insane
***nang nangako kang sungkitin ang mga tala at ibigay sa mahal mo, hindi mo naman sinabing para sa akin ang mga ito.basta mo lang inabot,walang sabi sabi,tumalikod at nanahimik sa tabi.malay ko ba namang nagluluksa ka palasa nauna mong pag-ibigna ako ang sumira.di ko naman sadyana yakapin kaat akalaing para sa akintalagaang mga talang hinukayng nagsusugat mong mga kamay.***sinulatan mo ang papelna...
new pcs
hah! ue has just got their computers in the internet rooms upgraded...and i am having the time of my life surfing the net. they've already got all the windows in xp mode, plus..their cpu's nice and sleek, too. it's really thin..like about 5 inches thin. ill try to get the model, wait. acer veriton 3700GX.. i don't know if that's the right name but that's what's written on it's side panels chenelou.so...
Nov 30, 2005
cheats
yes i know i am a cheater. hehe..i asked sasa to send me her complete encoded exercise then i just edited it. nice. i just got spared from having to encode like 7 pages full of stuff about sicknesses that does not interest me at all. hehe. cheat.anyway, i have to log out now. the session's almost finished, we're allowed to go and i still have to meet matt at 7-11. ci...
Nov 29, 2005
in place of -
"[t]he Greek prefix 'anti' does not merely designate opposition, but it can also mean 'in place of.'" -Claud Pavuranti-hatredanti-sicknessanti-drowsinessanti-sweetnessanti-lollipopsanti-jealousyanti-crampsanti-teamsanti-creamsanti-dreamsanti-sleepanti-bleeeeepanti-sheepanti-writinganti-readinganti-swimminganti-flyinganti-walkinganti-talkinganti-dancinganti-singinganti-actinganti-livinganti-breathinganti-airanti-fairanti-lairanti-mewala...
i love.
jusko..bkt b npkadaming ato sa mundo na wala ng magawang matino?gaya ko..hehe.anyways...anubayan...dpat meron akong post eh...xo nklimutan ko mga ssbhn ko...tinatamad na xe ako..wla pa akong mgwa...pano, pumasok ako ng maaga para bumile ng libro tpos ngaun...aun...was na ako magawa...oops! hehe..kakahiya...bigla ako naubo...bwst na ubo toh...di na lang nawala..at aun..nahawaan ko pa si matt ko..ahihi...xe...
Nov 18, 2005
dahil sa kiamoy ni chikit
naranasan mo na ba ang makatikim ng pagkain sa pag-aakalang ito ay matamis pagkatapos ay masuka-suka ka ng mapagtantong ito'y lasang di mabigyan ng karampatang depinisyon sa kadahilanang naluwa mo na agad bago pa man tumagal ito sa iyong bibig? naranasan mo na ba ang maghanap ng bagay na sadya namang malaki ngunit kahit maliwanag na e di mo mahanap-hanap lalo pa kapag kailangang-kailangan mo na? naranasan...
Oct 21, 2005
i stand still among the herd
fighting for what one believes in is not at all any reason for such hysterical fits of laughter. if it was, i would have died aeons ago due to excessive laughing at those hypocrite monkeys dancing with glee after the death of the impeachment case filed earlier this year. im finally breaking my silence about these rallies being held against the GMA government. like what conrado de quiros said in his...
Oct 18, 2005
next time
ate hanna tagged me into makng a list of the top ten things that make me most happy....and i am so wishng to fill this post with just that....but i can't.why do people just go? why do they just leave without you having a hint that they actually were plannng to leave you? wat...maybe they weren't really planning to leave you....but why did they leave? why did you leave?was i late? was i really that...
Aug 31, 2005
Your Hidden TalentYou are both very knowledgeable and creative.You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential.Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them.As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.What's Your Hidden Tale...
You Are a Strawberry DaiquiriYou're a fun, playful drinker who loves to party.You may get totally wasted, but you're always a happy drunk!What Mixed Drink Are You?mahal, strawberry...ur fave. *wink*...
Your Birthdate: September 30Your birthday on the 30th day of the month shows individual self-expression is necessary for your happiness.You tend to have a good way of expressing yourself with words, certainly in a manner that is clear and understandable.You have a good chance of success in fields requiring skill with words.You can be very dramatic in your presentation and you may be a good actor or...
Aug 30, 2005
yadsuet
wouldn't it be nice if we were lying and there wasn't anyone around(sung to the tune of wouldn't it be nice by drew b.)haha!!!!! another one of those days we spend crumpling our already crumpled uniforms and thinking of absolutely absurd stuff that just makes us laugh out real loud (sa lrt pa partida...kahiya no?)...anyways...he just surprised me for like thrice today...first with the letter then...
Aug 28, 2005
yadnus
don't know why i didn't come-norah jonesyes. i got that song as a background music. sigh. i feel as empty as a drum don't know why i didn't comeinsensitivity ticks me off. i know i should learn to be more patient. i know i should learn to be more understanding. but can anybody tell me how? i mean, it's so frustrating having to explain every damn thing! i mean, can't you be a bit more sensitive? it's...
Aug 23, 2005
august 23 2005
i miss you. i long for the warmth that overwhelms me everytime you're near. i yearn for the feel of your arms wrapped around me, holding me tight, taking away all my fright.i want you. i see you in evry person i meet. i hear your voice in every song that's sung. i feel your presence wherever i may be.i need you. i am addicted to the highs and lows of living the rest of my life with you. i am filled...
Aug 21, 2005
stars do love to arrange things
in contrast to previous posts....yay! bati na kame... :)"xempre. hindi pwedeng mgtgal ung mga ganun" -him...after reading what ive typed..he at my back...wait...i actually am sitting on top of him... *grin grin grin*...tsk tsk... "what a fox" -his favorite line when i do stuff that arouses him..hahaha...juuuust kidding...anyways...i just am so thankful that he's not mad at me and we're still here...2...
Aug 17, 2005
balabal
ang lamig ngayonnakakapaso...naiwan ko yung balabal ko.iniwan ko yung balabal ko...sana mahanap ko pasana walang kumuhang iba...sana...malaman niyangkailangan ko siya...ang dami ng sugatkasidumidikit sa balat koyung apoy ng ulan.tulungan niyo ko...kailangan ko siya...dapat kong kasama.dapat kong yak...
...
walking out is like the worst thing ever. especially when those things you've walked out on are the most special things life could ever give and that those are the things that never deserve any walking out from.i hate myself. ha, so blatant. but how cani actually even try to conceal what i feel? sigh. i feel so bad.it was my fault, i know. i did something wrong and after that, i got mad at you for...
Aug 10, 2005
yadsendew
i am at gowee...hehe..ang aga ko noh?...i just had to get out of the house right after my dad...para naman kahet papano mabawasan ung time n nkkta ko ung nanay ko...ok...i sounded like a really bad girl...but...basta...stuff around the house...it's just so complicated...and it's not that i don't want to talk about it but it's just that there are lots of other stuff to actually ponder on...lots of...
Aug 4, 2005
damn that long-haired girl
pvt i officially sucks...nice. the attendants were not so attendant and the computer was pretty lousy...grrr...tito juuuuuuuunnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!anyways aun...nanggigigil ako sa majal ko...ahihi...love you po...hai hai.i really have no idea how to thank the entirety of heaven for having matt.i am so the luckiest person alive. (well maybe except for him...*wink*)omg!!! he's like the most handsome...
Aug 3, 2005
as was promised
ainaku...meron na akong nigagawa kgbe na post tpos s gitna ng isang napakahabang litanya ukol sa paboritong topic nmen ni ate dilaw eh nag-hang ang computer ng gowee...bad noh?anyways...as i was saying (like 5 hours ago...wait, no, 14 hours...), it dawned on me that my posts has gone from "sighs...i feel tired...i am so down..." to "haha..ahihi...smoiles...matt this...matt that..." it is so refreshing...it's...
Aug 1, 2005
can't hardly wait
-in a state of giddiness....*wicked grins*-tama bang mag-plaigarise ng title ng pelikulang teeny-bopper?i feel as if im six again and i can't wait for another scoop of cookies and cream ice cream. haha. i have this really wicked plan of having my hair permed...well...permed AND coloured AND cut. i am just so excited. it's loike a boitday gift for moiself.hehe...my boitday's a month...well 2 months...it's...
Jun 21, 2005
082305
bawat tao ay may karapatang magmahal ... magmahal ng higit sa sapat.sabayan mo kosa pagindakpagindak sa musikangnangungulit,musikang nangaakit .samahan mo kotungo sa lugarpapalayo sa mundopapalayosa mapanghusgangmatang lipunannanangaalipinsa mga taong naniniwala pana posibleang pamumukadkadng mga mumunting langgamna naghihikahos nasa kadenang bakalna nakapalupot sa kanila,kadenang bakalna lagi ay...
Jun 8, 2005
i am so tired from laughing (from De Los Santos Hospital up to Anonas Complex in Proj.2)
finally...something new...hehe...here are a few updates:*i've left UPB!harhar...much to the dismay of my two bestfriends...and of april na din...i think...*i am about to take the UE CET...harhar...i just ran out of schools...and hopefully tanggapin nila me...*BIGGEST UPDATE*matt and i...well...we're not together together but we're together...duh...basta...hindi kami pero akin sya...saya noh?hahahaanyways...ive...
May 22, 2005
go out.
If homosexuality is a disease, let's call in queer to work. "Hello. Can't work today, still queer." -Robin Tylertuldukan na ang walang humpay na pagdikta sa sekswalidad ng bawat i...
May 17, 2005
yay!!!!
yay!!!!my kid won first place in the declamation contest chenelou held at the abs-cbn room just a while ago....heheheh...i am so overwhelmed with ...i have no idea what it is that overwhelms me but nonetheless :D *smoiles*CONGRATS DANICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
May 15, 2005
nagchachat kami ni lor isang hapong maaliwalas (mayo 9, 2005, 4:19pm) ng bglang nagkatuwaan kaming magpoetry mode...ANG TADHANA AT SIYA (di nman kami maxdo mahilig maglgay ng pamagat ni lor pero feeling ko gusto ko ngaun!!!! ahahaha!) ang kariktan ng karimlanay nasa kawalan nito ng kaliwanagankukulangin ang mga talinhagakung iisa-isahin panito na angkinin angbawat hiwagana nakahimlay sa sulokngduyan...
at long last
at long last i was able to open my blogger account....bwahahahahahar...okay. there. anyways, here are some updates:*i am tutoring Literature to incoming grade six students of different public schools and hopefully would-be scholars of ateneo, st.scho and miriam.*i am also tutoring declamation to three incoming first year students. the piece? I Demand Death. it's about a slave who killed his master...
Apr 12, 2005
ILUSYONsa bawat mong pag-indaksa musikang mahalimuyak,naglalandi ang bawat mong galawna siyang nagsindi sa init ng aking balintataw.mga panahong limot na at bura na sa alaala,nagbabalik na tila pa multo ng tadhana.sa pagbalot ngayon ng lamig ng lumuluhang langit,naghihintay na lamang ako sa pamamaalam na iyong binanggit - kasawiang huli sa pagdating, kalayaang kapos ng mga...
Apr 8, 2005
htaed
blood red rosesi'll give youjusttake me awayto that place which souls call hometake me awaytake mewhereverlet's go...
Apr 7, 2005
CEGP SLAMS ARROYO FOR INDIFFERENCE TOWARDS JOURNALISTS KILLINGS
The College Editors Guild of the Philippines strongly condemns the blatant disregard of the Macapagal Arroyo regime towards the lives and welfare of mainstream journalists, which resulted into the third journalist murder of the year, Tacurong City journalist Marlene Garcia Esperat.The incapability of the Arroyo regime to protect mainstream journalists, whose lives are constantly under threat because...
Apr 3, 2005
a serious case of nostalgia
i still long for your...eyes that reveal so little yet so much at the same timesmile that make me think of things yet untold but is persistently shownkiss that brought me syrupy bliss...you were the only girl ive loved more than my life.-dma55...
yadno...w8...it's yadsuet n pla...
i am currently chatting with my bestfriend beans, whom i haven't spend that much time with. but i guess we (her, me and rons) pretty much made up for it if you consider those two whole days we spent together when i visited them last week. ah i really miss them.
oo nga pla, im using matt's net card...thanks 'tol bawi me nx tym... :)
anyways, i wrote this poem after i read ung song ng phantom...
Apr 1, 2005
part of the unseen
the streets are crowded with all the dust
so pass me the knife, if you must.
i'll give you roses the color of blood
and carve you upside-down rainbowsafter the flood.
we'll shoot the stars and reign them in,
stare at them until the madness begi...
dreams galore
i hate it when i dream. wait, let me rephrase that....what i mean is, i hate it when i wake up from a dream. because the moment i open my eyes, the dream is gone. poof! just like that. i mean, hey, i wanna know what i've dreamt about, right? grr...take today, for example. i had a really looong dream. (i knew this because i just know okay?)
anyways, so there, i was having this dream and then...
yadirf
i am so bummed...i got nothing to do...absolutely nothing...grrr.
anyways, enxa kung ang tgal ko mkpgpost...ngloloko xe ung pc nmen kya eto pmnta p ako ng gowee pra lang mkpgnet...anyways, aun...tpos na ang easter pro... happy easter pdn! hehehe...nga pla, was na kme ni meme ko at my ppkilala daw cna dana at ate annah ko...ewan...pro anyways...aun...hai hai la na ako mgwa...w8 lang...pristontale...
Mar 23, 2005
a week of abstaining...heck 'tis the Lent anyways
i am tired. i slept at around 4 to 4.30 am this morning (owing to the insufferable need to stare mercilessly at the computer screen while it hypnotized me into a series of continuous clickity-click of my hands over the keyboard) and woke up, wait...i was shaken out of my couple of zzz's at what time? oh, 7.45 am. ack!
it's already 2.11 pm and actually, if i really want, i can go ahead and sleep...
isang libo't isang daan
isang libo't isang daang pulang rosas
na
nagkalat sa tabi mo,
isang libo't isang daang ngiti
na hindi na
masisilayan pang muli.
isang libo't isang daang salita
para sa
kariktan ng karimlang ito,
isang libo't isang daang rosas na puti
ang
sasalubong sa
iyong pag-uwi.
**para sa bawat isa na hindi na muli pang masisilayan ang isang libo't isang daang patak ng luha na patuloy-tuloy angpagtulo mula...
tula
mga puta.
sa ilalim
ng nagtitingkarang bituin
nakikisaliw sa himig
ng awitin ng mundo.
isang patlang
sa
unang tingin
nagkukubli na kasama
ang maskarang
mukha mo.
**para sa mga kababaihang biktima ng mapnghusgang mga mat...
i have no idea what time it is pro im not sleepy. which is weird. i haven't slept all day.
btw, i got my tooth extracted earlier today...i mean, yesterday n pla...gawd what time is it naba???
anyways ive been chatting with mama gen and matt for how many hrs na...4 ata and mam gen just left so its only matt and i now...we're exchanging pix and stuff....hey man, 5-4 ang score s pool! hehe...we've...
Mar 22, 2005
sudden addiction to dragons
i was a serious fan of HP way way back. well, i mean, don't get me wrong, i still am in love with that half-Muggle, half-wizard doer of all goods and archnemesis of you-know-who. it's just that i wasn't so absorbed in it like i was before. anyways, as i was going through some of the clutter i brought home from baguio, i came upon this printed copy of "Drakonidae by Rhyssen." it was one of the very...
Mar 21, 2005
settling
"is it only skin i touch
when i reach for you?
oh, the leaves they fall,
they go so far sometimes.
do i blame the wind
or the tree for letting you go,
or do i wave goodbye,settling?"
you know what, ai is right. my poems are so lonely. and to be frank, when i read them, i can't seem to feel any emotion flowing from them, just like what i expected them to possess. it's like, they're so void of...
yadnom
untalkative bunny. that's so raven. e-mail. junk mail. snail mail. unmade bed. aching head. dvd's. vcd's. ED's. book. nook. crook. shnook. pillow. hollow. narrow. marrow? speaker. sneaker. jeans, a pair? how to deal. sugar free. jam88.3. dust. must. rust. lust? seventeen. meg. candy. mandy? mop. tap. tube top. lights. heights. fright. dashboard. blackboard. web. lead. bed. chocolate, black. nothing...
Mar 20, 2005
yadnus
andito pa rin ako, nag-aantay sa mga lumipas na panahon. hindi na ata ako muli pang makakabangon mula sa mga alaalang dinulot mo. kaya kong magpakamanhid, itago ang tunay na nararamdaman...ang sakit sa tuwing makikita kang kasama sya. oo, nasasaktan ako. alam kong hindi ito tama, alam kong hindi ito dapat pero wla akong magawa kundi ang hayaan ang sariling magpakalunod sa pag-ibig na hinding hindi...
Mar 18, 2005
last working day of the week...
unfortunately for some (like my mom), they have to work their butts for 7 days a week. such a hassle. but hey, if the pay is good, why argue?
~
some updates:
i am addicted to pristontale. you know, that online game? aargh...but i can't get past level 8...hehe...haven't been able to get out of the house for the past couple of days. anyways, after this, i wear i won't get off of my seat until i've...
Mar 7, 2005
"...cradle me to you."
blog blog blog...
eto ang gawain pag walang magawa. ang mag-post ng mag-post at mangarap na sana mabasa ng taong pinaglaanan mo ng oras kakaisip ang post mo, kahit na alam mo na kahit pa anong gawin mo eh di ka na muli pang babalikan ng taong pinagaalayan mo ng mga salitang paulit-ulit mong isinusulat at sinasabi sa mga kaibigang pagod na sa kakarinig sa mga hinanakit mo.
pero teka lang, tama ba...
nagagalit ako sayo.
potah...grr...ang init ng ulo ko...nagagagalit ako ng sobra sobra sobra...potah talaga...tangina!!!!!!!!!!naiinis ako...naiiyak na ko sa galit...nkkbwisit ng sobra tangina bakit may mga taong ganon?! potah talaga...aarrrgh!!!!!!!!!! nkkinis!!! potah bwisit....tangina naiinis ako bwisit xa bwisit...tangina bakit kasi...naman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaargh!!!!!!potah tangina bwisit aaammmfff!!!!!!!!!!!!yosi...
Mar 6, 2005
yadnus
there was nothing left to do but stare.just stare.
i couldn't come any close.
i SHOULDN"T come any close.
the warmth might just end up burning me.
my eyes are already hurt by just staring at it.
but if only i could...
just for a minute.
a second, even.
my insides are battling it out.
torned heart screams a moment's warmth
while
that gray material stuck to my head wars not to.
i have no idea...
Mar 5, 2005
accidents happen.
nakakainis..bkt ganun??eh im trying my very best na nga na mklimot nd all tpos..the whole world just conspires to make me feel miserable...nakakainis...
wel at least i am sort-of happy right now...xempre, i have my meme...plus the wishful thinking...anticipation ng pagpunta ko ulit ng baguio...waah..i miss my old pals...
damn it! i can't think straight...do you think im a schizophrenic?yes,...
yesterday thoughts
tonight, you have no idea how i try to unpack this feelings of regret i carry within me.
~
walang katumbas na sakit.
as the sky continues to cry, i curl up on my bed and as if slowly die. life has been taken out of me, i wasn't with the person i longed to be.
gulong gulo na ako.
i haven't the slightest idea what my first step is gonna be. i feel as if the whole world's turned its back on me and...
Feb 28, 2005
tired
im tired of me.
pagod na ako
sa patuloy na kakaantay
sa isang tulad mo.
pagod na ako
sa buhay na inakala kong
akin pero iba
ang nagpapatakbo.
pagod na ako
sa pagasa
sa mga pangakong binitiwan mo.
pagod na ako
sa isang tulad mo.
pagod na ako.
pagod na pagod na a...
Feb 27, 2005
three.tatlo.tres
eto nanaman ako, walang magawa at nan3p nnmn sa blogthings...hai hai hai. eee...kilig ako, love number ko ang fave number ko...wahahaha...babaw ko noh?hehe
Your Love Number is
3
You're confident and charming, which makes you able to keep your relationships fresh.
A true perfectionist, you give your all (and then some!) to your sweetie.
Honest, funny, and kind... you are the ideal lover...
Feb 26, 2005
pathetic
one smile
and everything seemed so right
one touch
and the sun seemed so bright
one kiss
and i felt bliss
one love
and there's nothing more
i need
ive never felt this way before
it's like someone switched on the light
and somebody opened the door.
it felt so good
i feel so right
it's just the way i wanted
it's the home ive always needed.
the stars shone on us
on that lovely evening
the moon...
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