Feb 25, 2009

revolutionary ashes

every prick of blood marks the breaking of a freshly dug grave unto the cements of nowhere.

as the skin starts to unfold, the story of a permanent landscape of blues and browns, of yellows and reds, all colliding to form the perfect hue of the horizon, embarks us to trek the road to a known place seeking to constantly renew itself.

how can we be victims of figures we know nothing of? how can we be victims of states we know very little of?


bug the mark has been done. the tattoo now breathes life as a reminder of permanence, of indestruction, of sighs on being forever writ.


"crying can help let the sadness out." - Mary Mary

..but then it doesn't really solve anything, though. you let go of the sadness but that doesn't mean you're an instant pot of happy hormones.

then again,

there's nothing left to do but cry. you've put yourself out more than a couple of times and it doesn't help that you've been let down more than the number of times you even dared tried.

next stop?

you either soak yourself in a warm tub, cue the sad music and let some more of those teardrops flow, or, binge on chocolates - the bittersweet kind.


she stood outside, watching the heavy drizzle dampen everyone's spirits - especially those who just came in for work. she couldn't imagine having to have to work in this weather.

she was then overwhelmed with a sudden gratefulness to those asses who made her schedule. with the way the weather kept on acting, it made it too comfy to think of home.

(what's home for her, again?)

but she tries to clear her head. she tries to patiently continue her stance. she tries her hardest to wait. 15, 30, 60 minutes more. she waits and waits some more.

when she's all up and ready to leave, he's here. and she realizes

sorry doesn't really cut it, does it?

Feb 22, 2009

10 random things

1. Each blog starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
2. Bloggers that were tagged need to write on their own blog
about their ten things and post these rules.
3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people
to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged,
and to read your blog.

Random Things about me...

1. i scribble in reverse

2. i suffer from wanderlust

3. i converse with myself..most times.

4. i'm always in love

5. i can be a big freaking bitch

6. i always have to have dessert. always.

7. i can't sleep lying on my back

8. i act really good in real life

9. i have 8 ear piercings

10. i still wish on stars

it, you're tag!

Feb 19, 2009

moulin rouge hangover

She had gone to the depths of his nightmares. She will be made the STAR. Diamond necklaces, rings of ruby, and the freedom of a lady in waiting.

She used her talent to hurt me. She made me believe but she still can't afford to love.

Another failed romance.

She waited for this long to continue the show. After curtainfall, my heart has stopped beating and she's through and leaving.

Feb 9, 2009

open letter to mrs B

(it's such a shame i have to use the letter B i loved the letter long before "para kay b" came out. anyway..)

hi B.

i've taken a hiatus i know but hey, look here. this bitch is back. so you better get the hell out of my way. or no, wait. stay put. i'll have someone kick you out. trust me. i won't let my hands get dirty just because of you. 

kisses, i cant wait.