Mar 23, 2006

Mar 20, 2006

orange!yay!

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You're a bold, confident orange. A warm, powerful color that indicates a strong, welcoming personality, orange is the mark of people who are social and extroverted by nature. Vibrant, with an upbeat attitude, you have a bright, inviting demeanor. Energetic and fun-loving, you're a real friend-magnet. Your easy charm and unassuming manner make you the sort of person people want to meet and get to know better. Well-rounded and fun to be around, you enjoy helping others, so it's no surprise that orange also symbolizes attraction. Orange is an extraordinary color — for an extraordinary person.

Mar 17, 2006

a muse. bow.

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Loreen, you're a Muse!

Known for your creative powers, you Muses are the poets and musicians of life, the patrons of the fine arts. It's funny, though — even with your inspirational prowess, you're probably not the type to boast about your guitar-strumming skills, or your latest published book of verse.


While it's great when people flock to you for ideas, there probably is a part of you that prefers to blend in sometimes — whether dressing in muted shades or staking out a one-on-one conversation at parties and social events. But try as you might not to hog the spotlight, others can't help but notice you. Must be hard to be such a goddess!

Despite any lingering modesty, you might be surprised at how much your mere presence can help improve the lives of those around you by infusing them with ideas and good thoughts. With that kind of healing energy, your inspirational ways have the potential to change the world, Muse. Whether you're scribbling sonnets, boogying with your friends, or drawing your own constellations — you're tapped in. So keep your eyes wide open to the possibilities and let that inspiration flow!

bitching

okay. i just realized that the bitching part one i did didn't reach the "your blog published successfully" status. great.

okay, i guess my rant there was about the people in our filipino class who just cannot make a research paper by themselves within one week. like duh?! it isn't a thesis. plus, what kind of educated person who was able to almost finish a year in college cannot possible make a research paper within five hours?! right? they want it to be done in groups because i quote "marame pa po kase kameng gagawin ma'am." jusko! my grades rely on this paper. there is a possibility that this paper is the substitute of our final exams and i don't want a grade lower than dos. how can i possibly get back to up?

anyway, i just wanted to get that off my chest and let my classmates responsible for that grouping thingie read about this. itll be too harsh if i say that to their faces, right? the humiliation they'd get from me would be unspeakable.

bitching part two

don't you just hate it when you're working on your blog and you're in an internet cafe and people are standing at your back, absent-mindedly reading what you're writing?! i mean, yes okay this is going to be posted on my blog for everyone to see..but hey, i don't want people reading what im writing BEFORE i finish it. i guess the only person i ever let reading my unfinished works is a. and imagine, a doesn't even get to read the whole of it.

another thing that bugs me is the fact that no matter how hard you try to let people know you don't want them getting close to you, they just couldn't get it. like, hello?! is it just that hard? grr.

sigh. this post is again one of those bitch rants. and i realize im turning into this overly schizophrenic lass who has nothing else to do but rant and rant and rant. but im not like that in real life, really. i just have these schizo attacks whenever the finals are coming up. add to that the fact that ive just finished with my period and ive got this pms syndrome. pre and post

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Mar 16, 2006

whatever thingies

9 lasts.
1. cigarette: first sem of 05
2. beverage: water
3. kiss: 2 seconds ago
4. hug: a
5. movie seen: y tu
6. cd played: matalarana cd
7. song listened to: a singing "may cornbits na maliit..."
8. bubble bath: was
9. time you cried: yesterday afternoon

8 have you evers
1. dated one of your best friends: huh?
2. skinny dipped: ...
3. kissed somebody and regretted it: i can't remember this..
4. fallen in love: YES
5. lost someone you loved: before..
6. been depressed: of course
7. been drunk and threw up: yup! 1st tym a and i drank together
8. run away: yep

7 states you've been to.
1. California.. not yet
2. Nevada.. not yet
3. Colorado... not yet
4. Florida... not yet
5. Arizona.. not yet
6. Hawaii... not yet
7. Michigan... not yet

6 things you've done today.
1. sleep
2. go to school
3. sleep during english class
4. eat lunch out with a
5. photo ops with josh's digi cam
6. be with a

5 favorite things in no order.
1. 0.3 g-tec pen
2. any blank notebook
3. a's letter (021406, 093005...)
4. earrings i've made
5. 0.3 g-tec pen

4 people you can tell anything to.
1. A
2. bez
3. 2 sis
4. best-es (bes, bes, bes, B1-besie)

3 wishes.
1. get back to up
2. take a masters degree in ateneo
3. be with a for forever

2 things you want to be
1. travel writer
2. a mom to koy and eish (wife to a, of course)

1 thing you regret.
1. ...

Mar 15, 2006

mediatrix

i saw the above term in a fx taxi. i don't know if it's just a make-up name for the taxi or the owner really thought hard about proclaiming how the media tricks us for the most part; nonetheless, it's aptly named.

mediatrix

media really does plays tricks on us. be it from the most mundane thing to the most critically profound. i have nothing against media being a way of expression of repression, current news(without edits, please!) and what-have-yous. what i am against is media being such a free enterprise for all those elite who can afford the airtimes that costs about thousands of pesos for just a few seconds. sigh.

now media is such a powerful tool in formulating the beliefs of its audience. most especially, those with low literacy rate and has not the sufficient knowledge about a certain topic. if media says this is this, then for them, this really is what the media says this is. and its sad to think that most of the audience of media thinks the way media thinks. to think, media is being handled by those who makes us what to think that this what we should think this is.

ok that was weird. anyway, all im trying to say is, let us be the smart people that we are and not let media plays their tricks on us. enough of that mediatrix. this isn't a carnival nor is it a circus. this is real life, people. wake up and smell the freshly-baked bread of you.

mediatrix

i saw the above term in a fx taxi. i don't know if it's just a make-up name for the taxi or the owner really thought hard about proclaiming how the media tricks us for the most part; nonetheless, it's aptly named.

mediatrix

media really does plays tricks on us. be it from the most mundane thing to the most critically profound. i have nothing against media being a way of expression of repression, current news(without edits, please!) and what-have-yous. what i am against is media being such a free enterprise for all those elite who can afford the airtimes that costs about thousands of pesos for just a few seconds. sigh.

now media is such a powerful tool in formulating the beliefs of its audience. most especially, those with low literacy rate and has not the sufficient knowledge about a certain topic. if media says this is this, then for them, this really is what the media says this is. and its sad to think that most of the audience of media thinks the way media thinks. to think, media is being handled by those who makes us what to think that this what we should think this is.

ok that was weird. anyway, all im trying to say is, let us be the smart people that we are and not let media plays their tricks on us. enough of that mediatrix. this isn't a carnival nor is it a circus. this is real life, people. wake up and smell the freshly-baked bread of you.

Mar 14, 2006

cram...agrmm

ok. im not supposed to do anything besides my book review today but i can't help it. im getting tired with all the words, so i decided to change my blog's template and im proud with thi. im loving bright colors now and green is just shouting out loud!

anyways, just wanted to post somethng and this is it. i have to get back to finishing my book review, which, by the wa,y, was due Tuesday of last week. now don't be all accusatory na. ive got good and reasonable enough explanations as to why i wasn't able to pass on time.

but i gues there isn't much time to elaborate on all that right now. i have to still finish this. ciao!

Mar 6, 2006

for you, baby a

ill be leaving for baguio in a few hours...without a.

***

a and i played dota just a while ago and i can't help but notice how i am going to miss him terribly. you see, even if it's just going to take me hours to go to and from baguio, it's really not the same without him. im already missing him...even if he's just iches away from me.

i actually can't stop hugging him on the way home. i am going to MISS him. waaahhh!

i wasn't abel to sleep well last night. partly because of colds and headaches but mostly because i couldn't stop crying knowing there's the possibility of a not being with me to baguio tomorrow. just imagine how wet my pillows are going to be later on as we already know a can't come with me.

i can't stop looking at him...staring at him...memorizing his every picture so that when i get stuck on teh bus without anything to, ill just think of him and imagine us two.

*tears*

sigh. i love you so much baby. i don't care if people think this is the mushiest and corniest thing they've read. they just don't know what it feels like to be away from you, even for just a second. i know we have to know this, we have to try this...but why now? just why now?

***

hey a, hey! *smoile* he's still playing dota, trying to kill roshan while still stuck in level one. he's unsuccessful, though. so im going to try it for myself. wait....ookay, so that was fun. i got to sit on his lap even though i was as unsuccessful as him in trying to kill roshan. *smoile*

sigh.

i am going to miss you terribly, a. i love you so much, so much.

Mar 3, 2006

baguio

im excited. im ecstatic. im going back to baguio! well, im staying there not as long as i want to but just as long as i finish all whatevers i have to do. or else, it may be bye-bye to everything and everyone for me as im to egt stuck in our house for the rest of my life if i mess it up.

anyway, i WANT to go to BAGUIO!!! im really excited. imagine, kung cnbe ko n kay dadi maaga pa lang n kelangan ko n tlga plang umakyat edi umabot pako sa anib at panagbenga?db???!!! still, this is fine. this is actually absolutely great. i just wish all my friends there are there when i come. last time i came there were there but so late na because i was with my family and we were already almost on our way home. huhu.

i miss i miss i miss. i miss the baguio-ness of baguio.

siguro premonition ang mga pangyayari sa paligid ko, no? i mean, just last week, a friend of mine went to baguio to visit his girlfriend. then, as a and i were going home, we saw two girls in st. thomas square who obviously just came back from baguio - one was holding a lengua de gato and a peanut brittle bottle. plus, when i got to school this week (after the 4-day vacation), i saw (again) two girls talking enthusiastically about the other's visit to the panagbenga festival. and if that isn't enough, my friends were talking about baguio pa. sigh.

well, the only thing that dims all these is the possibility of a not going with me there. not enough funds kasi. pero im trying my best to save enough money for him to come with me. just imagine the cold-ness of baguio without him! sigh.

speaking of saving, i have to log out now so as i can save another 10 pesos. :)