you don't need all the colors to feel festive.
HAMPEENEWYEAR!!!!
hugs and kisses and stardust wishes to everyone.
-stargirl/lor/loreen/lors...
last post of the year
Dec 31, 2009
Dec 12, 2009
it is.
"it's okay to feel GOOD...
Nov 24, 2009
still.
it's still here. yes, you are. and i did try to push all of it away. i really did, and i am still trying.
it's just hard drowning in tears you know you didn't want to shed. but they fell anyway, no matter how many times you try to force them back in, they would always find their way out.
it's never been the same. i want to say i'm doing just fine. i want to know i am doing just fine.
it's ...
Nov 21, 2009
inconsistencies and inbetweens
you occupy me,
your pen moves
and i wonder if you're
tracing
my words or writing my name
on air./
you sit with spread arms and
i wonder if you mean
come hither to./
then
you stutter your way
through,
you wound your way
around,
...
past
past ...
Nov 19, 2009
stars and satellites
i learned about satellites just a few weeks ago,so i always made it a point to count them when i'm out.i asked for 5 satellites.i saw six........i saw another shooting star today.i just saw one yesterday.and yes, i wished on bo...
Nov 18, 2009
post hiatus.
yay, i just found out blogger is not a restricted site. here at the office, i mean.OMG.ilavit. as such, i'll be able to update my blog. finally. after what, hmm..7 months? OMG.my blog is on life support because of that facebook. tss. i'll keep you alive my dear berry baby. superh...
Apr 7, 2009
Paris and her search for a new BFF
i'm not sure if this reality show has ended and if paris has found her new bff but really now, you have got to be kidding me.a reality show to find a new BFF."let's see who passes and who fails" - pariswow. f me now....
Mar 31, 2009
High School I Miss :)
1.) Anong reason mo kay Ms. Gabor pag nalelate ka?di ko xa naging teacher 2) Chinecheck ba kung knee-length skirt mo?lahat naman eh 3) Anong ID color mo?alam ko first year green tapos blue tapos red then blue ata ulit?! 4) Kumakanta ka ba ng St. Scholastica’s Hymn?sa isip :)5) Anong mga violations ang nagkaron ka?violation..hmm...hahaha.. 6) Nahuli ka na bang natutulog habang First Friday Mass?hindi...
Mar 27, 2009
in love. in you.
got this from patice dearie..at naman, baby din ang tawag ko sa kanya kaya di ko na kelangan palitan hehe :)My baby...Let me borrow a jacket when I was coldPulled out a chair for me to sit inHeld a door open for mePushed my hair back away from my faceLet me hack his/her Xanga...His/her Facebook...His/her MyspaceWaited for me to get online just so we could talkShared a drink with meBought me lunchBought...
Mar 19, 2009
coffee shop observation one
even when two people know each other, they don't really try to make the effort of sitting together. they simply acknowledge the other person's presence and after the customary exchange of hi's, well, that's just about it.everyone really is just trying to enjoy their coffee without all those forced conversations.although not everything forced on you turns out bad.hmm....
Mar 18, 2009
in love.
[this is from iya's page. :)]Can you answer 50 questions about the 1st person that comes into your mind right now?Don’t change the person.Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?yes.How old is the person?Twenty oneHas he/she ever cooked for you?yep. (fried anything, anyone? :)Is this person older than you?just by a couple of monthsHave you ever kissed this person?yes.Are you really close to him/her?yes.How...
an invitation
words don't come to me the way they once used to. my mind keeps on drawing blank page after page. my pen doesn't bleed as much as it can anymore.and i feel as if i should be learning something from this.yet all i can do us wonder. and guess. and search the skies..for answers to questions i can't even rightly put to word....
Mar 14, 2009
dayoff
it's early morning and late at night. a convergence of what's left of the night's sighs and the day's youth. to her right he sits, almost unmoving, except for a few flicks of the wrist, a few twitches of the eye, a deep breath. inconsequential movements. maybe. the keys are tapped. the clock ticks. tap tap tap. tic-tock. tic-tock. tap tap tap. the sounds are unaccustomed with each other. even though...
daybreak
he would sit still after coaxing her to wake up. he wouldn't budge her. he wouldn't force her into anything she wasn't ready to do. and right now, it was getting up and out of bed. 5 minutes. he went outside and prepared her a whole wheat breakfast. he turned on the coffee maker dropped a few beans. he set the table. he turned the tv on. basketball. his only guilty pleasure. nothing follows. he goes...
Mar 12, 2009
things amiss
my best friend blogged about how 'a cab ride is the loneliest place on earth' and i got into thinking about the many cab rides i've had. and for a while there i thought yeah it does get a bit lonely although you don't really get to think much about it especially if you are in a cab because you are running late for work and all you would ever really think is 'how slow can this driver go?' and then...
cold words. hot weather.
this day is just so hot. i cannot believe we are seriously entering such a hot summer. don't get me wrong i am in love with summer. it is my favorite season. and if only it wasn't so nice to have to cuddle during the rainy season and if only the rain wouldn't provide so much metaphors then i do think that summer should be our only season. anyway, yeah it's so effing hot. plus i had so much stuff...
Feb 25, 2009
revolutionary ashes
every prick of blood marks the breaking of a freshly dug grave unto the cements of nowhere. as the skin starts to unfold, the story of a permanent landscape of blues and browns, of yellows and reds, all colliding to form the perfect hue of the horizon, embarks us to trek the road to a known place seeking to constantly renew itself. how can we be victims of figures we know nothing of? how can we be...
cry
"crying can help let the sadness out." - Mary Mary ..but then it doesn't really solve anything, though. you let go of the sadness but that doesn't mean you're an instant pot of happy hormones. then again, there's nothing left to do but cry. you've put yourself out more than a couple of times and it doesn't help that you've been let down more than the number of times you even dared tried. next stop?...
06.21.08
she stood outside, watching the heavy drizzle dampen everyone's spirits - especially those who just came in for work. she couldn't imagine having to have to work in this weather. she was then overwhelmed with a sudden gratefulness to those asses who made her schedule. with the way the weather kept on acting, it made it too comfy to think of home. (what's home for her, again?) but she tries to clear...
Feb 22, 2009
10 random things
Rules:1. Each blog starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.2. Bloggers that were tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.Random Things about me...1. i scribble...
Feb 19, 2009
moulin rouge hangover
She had gone to the depths of his nightmares. She will be made the STAR. Diamond necklaces, rings of ruby, and the freedom of a lady in waiting. She used her talent to hurt me. She made me believe but she still can't afford to love. Another failed romance. She waited for this long to continue the show. After curtainfall, my heart has stopped beating and she's through and leavi...
Feb 9, 2009
open letter to mrs B
(it's such a shame i have to use the letter B i loved the letter long before "para kay b" came out. anyway..)hi B. i've taken a hiatus i know but hey, look here. this bitch is back. so you better get the hell out of my way. or no, wait. stay put. i'll have someone kick you out. trust me. i won't let my hands get dirty just because of you. kisses, i cant wa...
Jan 25, 2009
just stop.
stop telling me i m childish. you don t know who i am and how i act and how i feel. and maybe that s the reason behind all these, you don t know. and you don t bother to know. but it s okay since i m at the point in my life where i don t get myself as well. and you trying to know me then would probably just confuse you in the same way it confuses me. i m trying to get my head cleared. (and my blog...
going out. looking in.
escapism. when problems bring you down, you tend to want to just get away from it all. to simply be alone. to be with yourself. to think. to get some sleep. to clear your head. to crowd your bed. so you escape. confusion. when you detach yourself from everything and everyone, that's when you find yourself in that limbo state. you find yourself more stuck into thoughts and indecision and all you want...
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