patuloy tuloy ang
paglutang ng puting usok
mula sa yosing
kanina pa ay
hinihithit ko na.
tila ayaw nitong maubos,
tila ayaw nitong maitapon
ng basta na lang
sa kung saan.
ngunit ang usok eh
sandali lang anjan.
may pinatutunguhan
pero hindi ko naman
nalalaman.
lulutang lutang lang yan
kung saan saan
tpos mawawala
para bang bula.
para bang ikaw.
para nga bang ikaw?
o ako ba na wari'y...
Jan 31, 2005
smoke and somke and a lot more smoke.
pag ang baga mo ay nanlimos ng usok mula sa'yo,
wag mo nang ipagkait ito.
kasi madalas, pag ang utak at puso mo
eh hindi nagkakasundo,
ang baga mo na lamang ang tanging makakaintindi sa'yo.
kaya ibagay mo na ang gusto nito.
malay mo,
yun lang pala ang makakapagpalinaw
ng mga bagay bagay sa...
nothing.
warning: this post means absolutely nothing.
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im sooo tired..i just finished doing everything there is to do around at home...aargh...am so tired...so bummed and every other feeling anonymous to being happy,contented...aargh....
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haha...i just realized yeah, im not putting any *sigh*s but im onto putting *aargh*s...haha...
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is it really true?i mean when you already finally...
Jan 30, 2005
bummed.
i have a splitting headache...but you knwo what hurts more?...the fact that i really don't know how to respond to all the drama around me...it's like the more i try to get out of all that the more i get reined back in...grr..i've been a really really bad girl...and i hate this...grr...i hate all of it.
i just want to forget all that drama from last night...
i have a knack for revisiting scenes...stuff...
Jan 29, 2005
chad chad and more chad
damn can he kiss....
aargh...sophia bush is just soooo lucky... ...
surfing the net...again
to be honest, i've changed my template about 5 times already...i can't find any i really want and i can't make the picture i have in my mind...*sigh*
btw, last night i watched a cinderella story(chad...oh chad), uhm, for the umpteenth time...i guess i just don't get tired of seeing chad's face over...
what kind of soul are you?
You Are a Warrior Soul
You're a strong person and sometimes seen as intimidating.
You don't give up. You're committed and brave.
Truly adventuresome, you are not afraid of going to battle.
Extremely protective of loved ones, you root for the underdog.
You are picky about details and...
Jan 28, 2005
have you ever been so down?
have you ever felt as if the word "happiness" and all synonymous to it has been gone caput?
have you ever felt so alone?
*sigh*
damn me and my goddamn issues. as can be seen, im an expert at handling emotions. you know, keeping them out of everybody's sight. pulling a funny face even though you know you're breaking down deep inside?
ive got to stop...
Jan 27, 2005
yadsruht
am AGAIN at gowee...gawd ive nothing to do...just finished smoking 2 sticks...well, one earlier and anotherjust now...*sigh*
haven't visited my blog for almost 3 weeks now...3weeks? i dunno...nothing much happened...tambay lang as always...i really wish i can go back to school...though im not pretty sure i still want to go back and study...there...baguio...*sigh*...still haven't talked to my dad......
Jan 1, 2005
new year
A new year…a new me?…
I greet this new year with confusion and anxiety…another year…another year of what?what the heck is in store for me this new year?…I guess I wouldn’t know ‘til I find the courage to try and figure it out…*sigh*…
You know what I just wish for?I wish that this year, every year, can be just wrapped up in a totally big box…and everytime january comes, you could open it and sort...
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