bummed.

i have a splitting headache...but you knwo what hurts more?...the fact that i really don't know how to respond to all the drama around me...it's like the more i try to get out of all that the more i get reined back in...grr..i've been a really really bad girl...and i hate this...grr...i hate all of it. i just want to forget all that drama from last night... i have a knack for revisiting scenes...stuff that happened and revising all that i said and did...and it's sad coz then i only wake up from that "revisiting" thingie and snap back to reality: all that's past. ~ you know what kind of super powers i really really want to have?...haha...maybe you guys have already realized this but i'm still saying it, just for the record... being able to turn back the hands of the clock and pages of a calendar and just try to fix everything up...aargh... ~ hey,i haven't sighed yet!...haha...im actually trying to lessen the amount of *sigh*-ing in this blog of mine...hehe...i realized i really could fill one post full of sighs and never even notice it...thanks for pointing it out, aireen :)