Dec 23, 2004

Lors    4:28 PM   
am currently at gowee...nktkas lang xe my nagiwan ng mlkeng time kya i was able to visit my blog... anyways...ive been missing a lot of people right now...i dunno...lately ive been being a little bit too emotional...and i am not liking any bit of it...well, i actually seem like a schizo you know?...laughing hard then totally depressed a sec after...hmm...i guess that's just me...freakin' weirdo......

thursday morning

Lors    4:04 AM   
4am...am at gowee...waiting for some friends to show up so as we can hear church...ive been doing this actual ritual for the past few days, ever since simbang gabi started... anyway...i feel so bad right now...i just read a message sent to me by my, well, i have no idea how to call her now,...i couldn't possibly call her as my ka-rel or gf or something...well since she decided to fall out of love...

Dec 22, 2004

wednesday morning part2

Lors    10:13 AM   
well i was able to sleep...but when i woke up i got so cranky...i just missed one misa de gallo...i was suppossed to wake up at 4...i set the alarm at 3.30...but the stupid thing just didn't ring...grr.. anyways i was able to sleep earlier but now before i caught sight of frndster accounts of kadas that i knew...i checked the accounts and became quite nostalgic...i remembered how my life was...

wednesday morning

Lors    1:39 AM   
Aaarrrrrgggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! I am damn so frustrated…grr…I just wrote an entry in my blog but then the computer decided it did not want to publish my entry so it shut down.great. Anyways…what I wrote about earlier was that I had a really long day and I cant sleep and im not tired which is odd because after all the things ive done this day I should be face down on my bed, catching some zzz’s…but...

Dec 10, 2004

burned out

Lors    6:24 PM   
imagine yourself in a place where nothing else exists...you feel no air...you hear no sound...all you see is black...and as time progresses, you slowly feel yourself being sucked in by a massive force...and you can't do anything to stop it...heck, you don't even know where it is coming from...and then you gasp for air...you feel yourself crumbling to pieces...you die... you suddenly jerk out of...

Nov 21, 2004

::castles built on air are bound to be swept by the wind::

Lors    10:54 PM   
you were just another dream that i was foolish enough to get involved with.i knew from the start things wouldn't be what i would want them to be.but you were just too good to be true...and i let my heart be deceived.what we had meant nothing really to you. to you i was just another player. and what we had was just another one of your games. i became so blind to reality. for you were so perfect....

Nov 12, 2004

claudine gerci

Lors    1:56 PM   
claudine gerci...haha...ive a new name...thanks to kuya ghelo and to elyon's dad...haha...claudine gerci.....

claudine's thoughts

Lors    1:46 PM   
ive been scared of blank pages...but now they fill me with joy...ha!this screwed up insomniac feeling joy?...in a million years, yes. emptiness...i am an empty being...i speak too much...but in reality, i am nothing...believe me...wait, dont...im a big fat*ssed liar, i am. i hate feeling this way...so helpless...i wanna break free from the chains that entangle me to a life long service to...you....

senreyib

Lors    1:43 PM   
today... ive changed... opened my eyes to the reality ive for so long been hiding from... im different... but now... you're distant....

Oct 18, 2004

senul

Lors    11:02 PM   
am at gowee...8s almost 11pm...am in no hurry to go home...wanna stay hir ol nyt... aun...so as usaul the heck am still missing him...as in ung him n tga baguio...llng.... amma missin also my bes...mga frnds q s baguio...waah!wanna go back to baguio...hate myslf f ah wont b able to go back dr... btw, a rily hot guy s sitting beside me ryt now...llng...gwpo xe eh...hehe e2 nnmn at lumalandi ang...

Oct 8, 2004

dare you to move

Lors    5:32 PM   
Welcome to the planet Welcome to existence Everyone's here Everyone's here Everybody's watching you now Everybody waits for you now What happens next? What happens next? I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened before Welcome to the fallout Welcome to resistance...

hell week jitters ni ate dilaw

Lors    5:16 PM   
sa bawat pagpintig ng mailap n mga salita kailangang hulihin ang oras para likumin ang mga paliwanag at pagpapanggap na sa pisong inagaw sa salat n mamamayan ay may mga salita sa papel, at mga papel na mananatili na lamang doon....

awit s pghihintay

Lors    5:06 PM   
sa bawat pagdilaw ng dahon sa bawat pagpula ng lupa naghihintay sa mga nagdaang panahon... at sa pagaasang maibalik ang mga luha....

saturday

Lors    5:03 PM   
so much... a deep seated sorrow tormented soul under the watchful eyes of the sun race to the cliff down to the pits another day... yearning for what has been....

senreyib

Lors    4:16 PM   
am at a pc shop with bes bheens dad petes and mags...am so damn tired...went to school expectant of things...then got a huge slap on the face...not literally though.. ges its better if i literally got slapped...i could've handled that better...a lot better... physics paper...could you believe that??...there's more...am to make a 15 page essay, 10 font size, single spaced...and its due monday...hate...

Oct 4, 2004

senul

Lors    4:59 PM   
went to pizza volante...with my best's, x rjem, ramille, greven...drank lotsa cofi...ate mozarella cheese pizza... went back to school...saw him...with...ges who... at such n such...drank cofi...bought stuff...still not finished with my finals for psych...damn...still not reviewing for my for my finals for physics...double damn... wasted all...money...love...stuff... cp still lying around...beeping...waiting...

Oct 1, 2004

senreyib

Lors    12:58 AM   
at the pc shop...just aftr going to gimbals...mr. clay in the background...am with dadi petes, kuya ghe, batchm8 trish, neki... cigarette butts... red flowers... lots of writing... (noypi in the background...is this a bamboo cd?!...petes still bamboo struck...) head aches...damn hot...passing cars...twinklingt lights in the distance...screen saver pipes... lost reality...lemonade blood...roller...

Sep 29, 2004

weirded

Lors    4:14 PM   
damn. sickened. stuffed. kicked. fallen. torn. confused. floating. zapped. ticked. di...

selukreyim

Lors    2:34 PM   
at the lrc. with ate yello and ate glehna and kuya jan. kuya marvin and kuya gian are in the background. some news. neki gave me flowers and chocolates last monday. we slept at ron's house that night. talked through the computer. talked to ken. read starfish. ate hannalily's write-up. damn good. ate at the canteen earlier. then smoked. and i ate again. and smoked again. im tired. ...

Sep 25, 2004

odabas

Lors    4:31 PM   
just got back from baguio earlier. talked with mark. explained things. am at gowee. pc#2. with mama marga and dadi chriz. waiting for people. im tired. jz woke up. damn so hot. checking my friendster. checking ate hannalily's webpage. blaring music in the background. lots of typing hands. loud voices echoing in the small room. lots of people blocking fresh air. mark sitting beside me. mama...

Sep 21, 2004

setram

Lors    4:57 PM   
at netopia with ate hannalily...damn net...took too long to create this thing...listening to azure ray...blocked friendster... persistent ringing cp...can't answer...don't want to... feng shui...scared to watch...traumatized by the ring hannalily...the terminal...romantic comedy...the notebook...sugary sweet... wallet open...cp lying around...waiting to be snatched...haha......
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