4am...am at gowee...waiting for some friends to show up so as we can hear church...ive been doing this actual ritual for the past few days, ever since simbang gabi started...
anyway...i feel so bad right now...i just read a message sent to me by my, well, i have no idea how to call her now,...i couldn't possibly call her as my ka-rel or gf or something...well since she decided to fall out of love and stuff...and honestly i couldn't really blame her...i mean...i admit am not the most perfect karelasyon or something...heck im not even worthy to be called somebody's gf...and i hate myself...because i've hurt someone...a person who isn't suppossed to be hurt...she doesn't deserve any bit of what i did...now i have no idea what im gonna do...she's asking for a closure...but then i don't know how to give her that...coz im not really good at that...and when i talk to someone...i really really need to see them and personally talk to them...*sigh*...when will i ever get the time?...
i feel really really bad...im getting depressed and it's not good for my system to feel that way coz im already on the brink of breaking down...and i don't know how much longer i can contain myself...
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I scribble a lot in reverse and play with words so much I think they have temporarily abandoned me like a lover scorned.