Dec 23, 2004

am currently at gowee...nktkas lang xe my nagiwan ng mlkeng time kya i was able to visit my blog...

anyways...ive been missing a lot of people right now...i dunno...lately ive been being a little bit too emotional...and i am not liking any bit of it...well, i actually seem like a schizo you know?...laughing hard then totally depressed a sec after...hmm...i guess that's just me...freakin' weirdo...

im craving for alcohol...tho i just got drunk not too long ago...well, tipsy actually...but not drunk...i never get drunk..dunno why...i am actually starting to hate having high alcohol tolerance...you just never get drunk when you want to...

you know everytime i want to drink im actually asking myself why?...i mean...it does...couldn't...never...at all..solve anybody's problem...it's just a temporary amnesia...but well i guess the fact remains that alcohol is a universal medicine for numbness...but then...oh crap im answering my own questions...did i tell you that im not just a schizo?...im also a psycho... =D