my day, then some.

finally finally. after four attempts i managed to log-in to my blog account. finally. it really gets frustrating everytime i try to create a new post. i always always have trouble opening the blogger site and when i finally get there, my thoughts have gone poof! and as is obvious, i haven't written for quite some time now, making me much too much too bad of a blogger. anyway, here i am.

first things first matt didn't go to school today because he wanted badly to watch the uaap game between the ateneo and de la salle (a game which, unfortunately, la salle won). but way before watching the game on tv (again, unfortunately, we weren't able to get tickets due to the fact that according to the phiippine star broadsheet, the battle for the second spot would be this coming thursday and i pointed out to matt that i read from my multiply site that it was going to be held this tuesday so he researched and sadly, i was right. and we were late), we had planned on going to the sss diliman branch to process our ss id applications. the entire thing took us almost three hours. we got there by 10.30am and already, we were faced with such a long line and we had to wait in line for 2 and a half hours before getting our form evaluated and our pictures taken. plus plus plus, what made it excruciatingly painful was the fact that it was super bagal. seriously. they assigned four counters for the evaluation and they have only two counters open. then, for the data capture, they have three stations for it but only one station was open. how convenient. still, we managed to get it all done at around 1.30pm.

but after our lakad at sss, i still had to get my lab results from qmmc. the results were to determine the hepaB thingie complications. i couldn't really understand what the results read but there was a word there "non-reactive" and i'm taking it to be a good sign, i guess.

so finally, finally, after all that, we headed home and ate lunch (lechon paksiw, yum!) and took a bit of a rest before having our butts stuck on the couch and our eyes glued to the screen. and we watched the game. it was a sad loss but nonetheless, i still believe. this is the hail mary team. one big fight. what happened was la salle was just hungry for the win. they wanted it more. but i really have this gut feel that ateneo will get through this. 5 straight wins? no sweat. well, a lot of sweat, blood, and faith. one big fight.

now i don't want to end this post as is. of course, there'll be updates on my baby. well, she's been super likot. really. and i love it. i love every bit of it. although, of course, sometimes it gets really painful but what the heck, she's just trying to wriggle her way out. who am i to argue? pero not now baby ha, not muna..wait pa tayo for a few more weeks. oh, and also, i'm super inggit with matt. recently, we found out that when matt kisses my belly, eish sort of kisses back. and i'm really inggit. huhu. but matt tells me he's the one who's more inggit kasi eish is already inside me and i can feel her every move as compared to him, who only get to feel (and see) pieces of eish's moves. he even wishes it could be the other way around, like, him having to carry the baby in his belly and all. and it's really sweet.

i am so blessed to have matt with me. everytime we go to church and light a candle, or even just when i feel the urge to pray, i always am thankful first for matt before wishing for his safety. i just feel so blessed and i really think i wouldn't be able to get through with all this if not for him. even if, at times, i get mad and frustrated and throw it at him, i know he knows that i still love him. pero nakakainis din kasi that i spit really hurtful words and all i can say for it is i'm sorry and i really am but it tugs at my strings so bad. but like what he always says, it doesn't matter. he knows how i love him and he knows those words were said just in my angered state, therefore the words does not meaning anything at all.

10.57pm. still no text from matt. he and his groupmates went to ict ortigas to do a survey about the company's health insurance provider, in relation to their thesis. i am a bit inggit. ok. i am very very inggit. they get to do all these wonderful school stuff. and i just miss school. school is so fab! and now, i'm not part of it. but hey, no worries.

sigh. before i get into ranting about not being in school, i have to wrap this post up. my thoughts on school reserved for the next post.