::castles built on air are bound to be swept by the wind::

you were just another dream that i was foolish enough to get involved with.i knew from the start things wouldn't be what i would want them to be.but you were just too good to be true...and i let my heart be deceived.what we had meant nothing really to you. to you i was just another player. and what we had was just another one of your games.



i became so blind to reality. for you were so perfect.



"...the wind blows strongly and i cant see the sun. our castle on air has already toppled over."

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claudine gerci

claudine gerci...haha...ive a new name...thanks to kuya ghelo and to elyon's dad...haha...claudine gerci..

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claudine's thoughts

ive been scared of blank pages...but now they fill me with joy...ha!this screwed up insomniac feeling joy?...in a million years, yes.

emptiness...i am an empty being...i speak too much...but in reality, i am nothing...believe me...wait, dont...im a big fat*ssed liar, i am.

i hate feeling this way...so helpless...i wanna break free from the chains that entangle me to a life long service to...you.

but what i hate most is not the fact im enslaved...not the feeling of entrapment...

what i hate most is me...

i can easily get away from all this sh*t...but i choose not to...

coz its the only way i could be with you.

i want you d*mn much.

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senreyib

today...
ive changed...
opened my eyes to the reality ive for so long been hiding from...
im different...
but now...
you're distant.

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