Oct 18, 2004

senul

am at gowee...8s almost 11pm...am in no hurry to go home...wanna stay hir ol nyt...

aun...so as usaul the heck am still missing him...as in ung him n tga baguio...llng....

amma missin also my bes...mga frnds q s baguio...waah!wanna go back to baguio...hate myslf f ah wont b able to go back dr...

btw, a rily hot guy s sitting beside me ryt now...llng...gwpo xe eh...hehe e2 nnmn at lumalandi ang bruha...lintek...

ung logbuk q nga pla eh dq prn nco2veran...bwct...stil cant find a black paint...lintek,...aun ge at two mins nlng aq...later....

Oct 8, 2004

dare you to move

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
What happens next?
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before
Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself
Lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before

-switchfoot

hell week jitters ni ate dilaw

sa bawat pagpintig
ng mailap n mga salita
kailangang hulihin
ang oras
para likumin
ang mga paliwanag
at pagpapanggap
na sa pisong inagaw
sa salat n mamamayan
ay may mga salita
sa papel,
at mga papel
na mananatili
na lamang doon.

awit s pghihintay

sa bawat pagdilaw
ng dahon
sa bawat pagpula
ng lupa
naghihintay sa mga
nagdaang panahon...
at sa pagaasang
maibalik ang mga luha.

saturday

so much...
a deep seated sorrow
tormented soul
under the watchful eyes of the sun
race to the cliff
down to the pits
another day...
yearning for what has been.

senreyib

am at a pc shop with bes bheens dad petes and mags...am so damn tired...went to school expectant of things...then got a huge slap on the face...not literally though..

ges its better if i literally got slapped...i could've handled that better...a lot better...

physics paper...could you believe that??...there's more...am to make a 15 page essay, 10 font size, single spaced...and its due monday...hate myself for being so...damn...

dunno what the heck am doing...so down...

Oct 4, 2004

senul

went to pizza volante...with my best's, x rjem, ramille, greven...drank lotsa cofi...ate mozarella cheese pizza...

went back to school...saw him...with...ges who...

at such n such...drank cofi...bought stuff...still not finished with my finals for psych...damn...still not reviewing for my for my finals for physics...double damn...

wasted all...money...love...stuff...

cp still lying around...beeping...waiting to be answered...i cant...i dont want to...damn...

watched exorcist...couldnt sleep at my room last night...slept with ate jel...bes rons still wasnt there yester-night?...humorless...

dont know stuff...naive...stubborn...dont wanna be emotional...

Oct 1, 2004

senreyib

at the pc shop...just aftr going to gimbals...mr. clay in the background...am with dadi petes, kuya ghe, batchm8 trish, neki...

cigarette butts...
red flowers...
lots of writing...

(noypi in the background...is this a bamboo cd?!...petes still bamboo struck...)

head aches...damn hot...passing cars...twinklingt lights in the distance...screen saver pipes...
lost reality...lemonade blood...roller rinks...cases of the returning exes...

im lost.