Feb 4, 2005

yadirf

am at gowee...and the pips are eating the spag i cooked...hehe...they're shouting that it wasn't good...but they actually emptied the container...hehehe...

anyways...before i forget, my dad already talked to me yester-evening...and well, i can now go to baguio...that is, until i find that damned book ...the book that was the reason why i wasn't able to enroll last semester...grrr...

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have you ever been in that situation wherein you totally do not feel anything but tears just continuously fall from your eyes?...and it's irritating 'coz you don't know how to stop it...

i guess that's what happens when you always trap all those emotions inside of you...when you haven't opened to anyone for such a long time and all those feeling of pain and anguish and hurt just overflows and no matter how hard you truly try to contain it, you just can't anymore.

i hate that...but i guess what i hate more is the fact that i'm so prone to doing just that.

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i am craving for a hot cup of coffee. you know what they say?that coffee makes you feel uptight and giddy and all that?well, i don't think it actually applies to me...i mean i don't know...most people say that for you to not fall asleep, drink lots and lots of coffee...but well, i have no idea why i always seem to feel drowsy when i have had a lot of cups...*sigh*

i guess coffee does not work for me...

but it still tastes good right?

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hi to aireen...hehe...at long last i was able to post something new...although it still doesn't make any sense....but anyways...hehe...