Jul 26, 2011

My knees

are shaking and my hands are trembling and my head is slightly aching. We just experienced a really bad earthquake at around a quarter past 1 this morning, Manila time.

We're at the 17th floor of our office. And frankly, I have no idea how to react except to just sit and continuously mumble in my head "Oh God no, please no."

The last time I experienced one was when I was in first year high school. We were in our classroom and at the 2nd floor of our building when the shaking started. Since it was taught during the earthquake drill that we're supposed to wait out the first shaking before going down, we did. And it was the scariest 5 minutes of my life. Plus the fact that our teacher told us, while holding one of my classmates' hands: "If we die, we die." Not really at all assuring when heard as a 13-year old freshman.

Anyway. We're all jut hoping there aren't any aftershocks. I'm really really scared. All I could think of was Kacy. And how I don't have her hand to hold.

This.

"Will I date a man again? No, I REALLY doubt it. Why? Firstly, I have a girlfriend who can manhandle me, I love her and I’ve trapped her in the basement with food/water to assure she never leaves me. Secondly, I don’t think I’m attracted to MEN, I liked boys a lot better when I was younger and they were younger and still looked like girls."



By Sappho

"Some say the finest thing on this coal-black earth
Is a fleet of ships or an infantry of men
I say it is that which you love
above all else."




Jul 25, 2011

I am

back. I've always been meaning to write more here. And whenever I attempt to create a post for three consecutive days, I'm pretty sure what would follow next are empty promises of "write you later" or "will blog more later." thus, I've realized how relative the term "later" and "sooner" is for me. 

I'm sorry. I'm a big pathetic sad and lazy excuse for a blogger. Considering I've started rambling here for, I dunno, the past 7 years? Oh, okay, almost 7 years - it's just July 2011 so I'm 2 months shy of that 7th year celebration of sorts for this blog.

Also, notice how I keep on referring to this blog as "this" and not "my" blog? I feel I'm doing some sort of betrayal by using the former but I just can't help but think how so many things have changed in my life...that this blog was not privy to. But I promise to try to change things.

Blogger has been so good to me and this blog has been a constant companion through those tough times in my past. Let me make it up to you. Starting with this post. 

Jul 23, 2011

“Are you bored with life? Then throw yourself into some work you believe in with all your heart, live for it, die for it, and you will find happiness that you had thought could never be yours.” ~Dale Carnegie