bad blogger. bad bad.

i was just about to write and tell teh whole world about how bad of a blogger i am for leaving my blog hanging on the air for more than a month long but then, i just remembered the many chores i had to do - the laundry, the dishes, the bed, the living room... my, all those dust. i have to get to do all of these. after i get myself cleaned up, that is.

oh wait, i guess it is a lot better bathing after rather than before and risk getting dust particles stick on me after i had just taken a bath.

anyway, i put the desperate houswives season2 on dvd and hopefully it'll help me get through with all things that needed to be done.

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tell me.

if you'd accept surrender, i'll give up some more. -walking after you




whenever you lose something, at most cases, that's the only time you evr truly realize it's worth. stupid. totally. i know. i am.




i am somber
of all the faults i've put you through.
i am weakened
by all the pain i've caused of you.
i am strangled
of all the words i've cursed you through.
i am bruised
by all the straps i've enclosed on you.

so if you would please

melt the shards of glass piercing
amass the tears, your handkerchief staining
tinker the bolts of faith loosening
tame the mended wings flying.

if you would please

hold me
then break me
cradle me close
then push me

further and further
til i'm no longer..

looking, falling fading.

but if you would please
could you just please
come back home.
come back home.



so




tell me all you need and i will try. i will be free for you anytime. - more than anyone

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heart's day

it's heart's day. and i just wanted to sneak away some time before boyfriend and i meet up to celebrate it at bread talk in megamall. we're actually thinking of going to a starbucks chain in ghills but figured, hey, with just 390 bucks, we better save ourselves some time and have more fun hanging out at the mall than sitting by some coffee shop. although i would really really love to have my venti caramel frappe...hmm. i wonder.

so, a big happy happy heart's day to everybody.

and p.s. dear boyfriend, i know i've done too much too many mistakes in my life, in our life. but i'm still here, not giving up, holdingon for dear life. i won't let go, baby starboy blue.

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infinitely stupid.

change, let's walk through life. pretending we're everything we're supposed to be. and at the end of the day. let's take off our masks. and drop dead for the rest of eternity.

let's fly through pages. let's leaf through dances. this is our flight, this is our fight.
let's walk to go to the ride. let's stay to get ahead of the unmoving bride.
but no, don't cry. everybody just lies.
and do so. lie.
in my arms are melodies i've strung for you.
in my mind are nestles of phrases i've written for you.

lie.
don't let me die.

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my boyfriend

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